Thursday, September 27, 2012

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Don't wake me up

"Too much light in this window.
 Don't wake me up.
 Only coffee, no sugar inside my cup.
 If I wake and you're here still,
 Give me a kiss.
 I wasn't finished dreaming about your lips.
 Don't wake me up.
 Don't wake me...
 So much life in the city.
 You won't believe.
 Been away for some days now.
 No time to sleep.
 If your heart is a pillow, this love's the bed.
 Tell me, what is the music inside my head?
 Don't wake me up.
 Don't wake me...
 I don't want to fall asleep, no.
 I don't want to fall unless I'm falling for you.
 Don't wake me up.
 Don't wake me..."

Monday, September 24, 2012

93 million miles

"93 million miles from the sun.
 People get ready, get ready, cause here it comes.
 It's a light, a beautiful light,
 Over the horizon, into our eyes.
 Oh, my, my, how beautiful.
 Oh, my beautiful mother, she told me,
 'Son, in life you're gonna go far and if 
 You do it right, you'll love where you are.
 Just know wherever you go, you can always come home.'
 240,000 miles from the moon.
 We've come a long way to belong here,
 To share this view of the night, a glorious night.
 Over the horizon is another bright sky.
 Oh, my, my, how beautiful.
 Oh, my irrefutable Father, He told me,
 'Son, sometimes it may seem dark, but
 The absence of the light is a necessary part.
 Just know you're never alone. You can always come back home.'
 Every road is a slippery slope.
 There is always a hand that you can hold onto.
 Looking deeper through the telescope
 You can see that your home's inside of you.
 Just know that wherever you go, no, 
 You're never alone. You will always get back home.
 93 million miles from the sun.
 People get ready, get ready, cause here it comes.
 It's a light, a beautiful light,
 Over the horizon, into our eyes."
-Jason Mraz

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

New beginnings

I feel like it is a part of the good, old American tradition to sit around before New Years and make up some sort of list (whether it's long or short) of things that you resolve to do during the new year--a time of new beginnings...a fresh start. Everyone does that. I've always had at least one resolution each year since I remember being old enough to know what resolutions were.

But I also know that there are other times in your life when it might not be the 1st of January, but you just need a fresh start and a new beginning...you need to give yourself some resolutions. And sometimes it's up to you to give yourself that new beginning.

Maybe something major happened, or maybe it was something small.Maybe you lost a job, maybe your pet died, maybe you're tired of spending money on stupid things, maybe you've realized you could be doing better things with your time, or maybe you lost someone you love, and you've come to the realization that it's time to move on. It may sound corny, but you don't have to sit around waiting for New Years Eve to roll around just to call it quits and move on to better things. Yet that can be a really hard decision to make--moving on--because it means you have to instigate this new beginning yourself. Sometimes it feels like you can't do that...like it's too hard and too much work.But you can. Sometimes you have to.

Because you deserve a new beginning. You deserve to have the chance to move on to better things. You have got to make the conscious decision (which nobody else can make for you) to let go. Let go because it's frustrating. Let go because it makes you angry. Let go because it makes you cry or breaks your heart. Let go because it's exhausting to hold on. And then grab ahold of something else. It's time to focus on YOU. Do something you've always wanted to do. Go somewhere you've always wanted to go. Drop your cellphone/iphone/computer, and take a well deserved break for a while. Be grateful for the friends and other support you have, and spend time appreciating them and the gifts they have to offer. Read your Bible...read any book in general--make a whole list of them and read them all. Pray..a lot. Exercise and keep yourself busy.

At first it might feel like all of these things are just attempting to fill a void, and that they don't really mean anything. But if you stick to it and really just focus on yourself and living your own life, you'll slowly realize that's exactly what you should be doing...and you start to realize that you're doing it because you want to, and because it means something. It makes you happy.

I don't know who you are or what you're going through. But maybe it's time to sit back, evaluate your priorities, and make some changes. Sometimes it's up to you to give yourself that new beginning. You have to want it first, and then...go get it.

Monday, September 17, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy Birthday to be best mom in the entire world!
 
To: Mom
From: Gabe
Happy Birthday, mom!I love you so much, and I'm glad that
I'm not the only one getting older.
-Gabriel
 
To: Mom
From: AnnaMarie
You are the best mother that I could ever ask for. You are so hard working, and you have always set a good example for me. You are a genuine, good, fun person through and through. You have always put us first, but today it's your birthday, so it's time to put yourself first. I'm sorry I can't be there to celebrate and do something fun, but I miss you and I am grateful for you and all you do everyday.
Love, AnnaMarie
 
 
"The first love of your life is generally your mother...She is one of the first teachers, she is a disciplinarian, she is loving and loved, kind, tenderhearted, blessed, praised, and more..."
-Pamela Rose Williams
 


Sunday, September 16, 2012

Go open a book..

Found this today and I couldn't resist posting it, because overall I completely agree...
 
"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.
Find a girl who reads. You'll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag. She's the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a secondhand bookshop? That's the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.
She's the girl while reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she's kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author's making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.
Buy her another cup of coffee.
Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce's Ulysses, she's just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.
It's easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas, and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but, by God, she's going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.
She has to give it a shot, somehow.
Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.
Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.
Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilight series.
If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2am clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours, but she will always come back to you. She'll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because, for a while, they always are.
You will propose in a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she's sick. Over skype.
You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn't burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names, and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to The Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together, and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.
Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you're better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.
Or, better yet, date a girl who writes..."
-Rosemarie Urquico