Monday, November 5, 2012

An unwanted apology

I'm sorry for whatever it is that I said or did to make you shun me like you do.
I'm sorry that I tried to be a good friend but apparently I wasn't good enough.
My bad for thinking that everything was okay.
I'm sorry that I'm non-confrontational,so I'd rather just let you be since it appears that you don't want me around anymore.
I'm sorry that I can't read your mind so I don't know what it is that I have supposedly done.
I'm sorry if you just feel like I'm not the same person anymore, but to be honest, I could say the same about you.
I'm sorry that I don't understand what's going on, so I therefore don't feel like I have done anything wrong.
I wish things could go back to normal. And maybe I'm wrong, but I feel like the ball is in your court, so to speak. Like I said, I'm fairly non-confrontational, and I don't want to say the wrong thing so that things get even worse around here, so I'll just standby and hope that you can see that I don't know what it is that I did, but I am sorry that things ever got this bad. I'm tired of living in this little box with unspoken words between us, feeling outnumbered and unwanted.
And I'm sorry if you should happen to read this (though you probably won't) and it upsets you.
Because none of this was ever my intention at all.
I'm sorry.

No comments:

Post a Comment